I’ve realized lately that I’m actually really sad. I don’t know why, but I feel like I’m longing for something I’ll never get. I don’t know who to talk to about it, what to do or if it’ll ever go away.. And I’m scared.. What if I never find that thing? What if the longing never goes away? How much longer do I have to pretend to be okay for?
what i have learned from talking about my feelings
- it’s better to not talk about my feelings
Your body is made of the same elements that lionesses are built from. Three quarters of you is the same kind of water that beats rocks to rubble, wears stones away. Your DNA translates into the same twenty amino acids that wolf genes code for. When you look in the mirror and feel weak, remember, the air you breathe in fuels forest fires capable of destroying everything they touch. On the days you feel ugly, remember: diamonds are only carbon. You are so much more.
you didn’t love her.
you just didn’t want to be alone.
or maybe, she was just good for your ego.
or, or maybe she just made you feel better about your miserable life.
but you didn’t love her,
because you don’t destroy people you love.